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I was living my life for him.
I had no sense of self, she explained.
I felt like I was drowning.
It was so untenable and unsustainable and it was so lonely.
I was so sad.
I was lonely with him.
I would do little jobs.
Its not like I completely stopped working.
I want to make music.
Im not going to let Ryan stop me.
